Well... It's been a few weeks since we set the date and she is still going strong... So I guess I can tell you that we are preparing for my first baptism on Saturday, November 28.... at 4 pm in case you were wondering... haha. Madeline Mahit is eight years old. In the beginning she was taught by the elders who were here before us and so we picked up where they left off and then set a date! Her father died not too long ago, but she is such a tough girl. Her dad was a member but inactive at the time of his death and her mother is not a member. This family is from Vanuatu and live in their own little community and her grandparents and other distant relatives that live there are members, as well. It is only her and her mom who are not members. So, Madeline has decided to enter the waters of baptism and her mom, Helen, has now asked us to teach her, as well. This little girl is an example for her mother and entire family and it is really such a blessing. She asked me to speak about the Holy Ghost at her baptism. What an honor!
On the mission, I have experienced some of my highest highs and some of my lowest lows, but one thing that never changes is the gospel and it is truly something that all can rejoice about together. This week I've really learned that sometimes our blessings, and miracles, come at a price and sometimes it hurts... a lot... But the blessings have a way of blotting out the pain. I was reading Matthew chapter 20 this week and I really liked verses 21-23.
21 And he said unto her, What wilt thou? She saith unto him, Grant that these my two sons may sit, the one on thy right hand, and the other on the left, in the kindgom.
-I think this is probably every mother's hope and it is a very righteous desire.
22 But Jesus answered and said, Ye know not what ye ask. Are you able to drink of the cup that I shall drink of, and to be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with? They say unto him, We are able.
-Christ answers her and pretty much asks "are you willing to pay the price of your righteous desire?" and she and her sons say that they are ready.
23 And he saith unto them, Ye shall drink indeed of my cup, and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with: but to sit on my right hand, and on my left, is not mine to give, but it shall be given to them for whom it is prepared of my Father.
-Christ replies saying "okay" but notice how humble and honest He is. He gives all glory and honor to His Father. He tells them that the way has been prepared, but it is ultimately the Father who is on high. And that is why Christ is our advocate. He paid the price in full and we sometimes suffer a small fraction of that price, but because He understands, he will Help us and ultimately plead for us and our righteous desires.
Sometimes, like I said, it really hurts. Sometimes we feel like Nephi and are "overcome because of [our] afflictions" and we think that "[our] afflictions [are] great above all". But remember the One who paid it ALL and remember that it is through Him that we can "[receive] strength". (1 Nephi 15:5-6)
So... Can I ask... Are you willing to pay the price for your righteous desires? And trust me... this is something I have to ask myself everyday. Some decisions we make in life have to be remade every day... sometimes multiple times a day.
Weird food of the week: Deer brain... a few weeks ago we were fed something that had tentacles and I didn't ask questions but I'm pretty sure we were also fed some animal organs....
New Caledonia news: it's getting hot and really dry and that causes a lot of wild fires. We had a huge wild fire in our sector on Thursday.
Anyway... I love you! Thank you for all that you do! (:
Soeur Stahura